I reopen my older blog http://lifeofangelin.blogspot.com/ on DD, . Actually that the second blog, the first blog is from another account. You will understand better about me and my back ground, before you jump into conclusion, at least.
When I started blogging in 2008, it was hard. People judging me and said that I'm not fit in their community ( DD group). They taught my husband was too harsh on me because of our back ground. I guess they never come out from their place, they just judging base on what the west media reported in news. I choose this life style not because of my religion, but it something that I craved in my marriage. I don t want to be an arrogant and stubborn wife anymore. I want a healthy marriage and here I am now.
We're a normal person outside the house. When we went out, we were more like best friend, best buddies. We never shared about our life style with other people. Sometimes its hard to pretending something you're not but no choice, as long we're happy with it, it doesn't really matter.
Now I'm back to my hometown, the place I grow up and spend 23 years here. I'm so thankful because I got a chance to go out and stay in Canada for 5 years, learned a new culture, life style, people and yes, I know about DD on my third year there. It was a trial n error and now it been a part of our life.
In http://lifeofangelin.blogspot.com/2008/12/snippets-things-that-made-me-upset-and.html, will explain how I feel and going through the hard time with DD community. Because of the stupid jokes- Thing that u shouldn't said to your spouse during spanking. Because I said "You're spank like a gay "is something you shouldn't say to your spouse during spanking. I mean it. But others think its disrespectful to the community. I'm sorry, I don't have any intention to condemn any gay out there. its only what I think we shouldn't said like that to our spouse, because I respect my HOH. That was the ending of my connection with DD friend/group.community. I don't get a chance to defense my self at that time. You were so harsh to me and I will never forget about what you write to me. There's no way I'll go back there. Now, after 4 years, I'm proud to stand by myself, without any support group.
Feel free to ask and will try to answer my best.
Thanks you for reading this.
Angelin aka Elin.
Gosh... I'm so relieve after writhing this.. after three years... and if "YOU" accidentally reading this, please leave me alone, I'm moved on but I won't forget what you did to me.
Monday, August 15, 2011
Friday, August 12, 2011
Another punisment for being disrecpectful
Confession:
I spend all the money that were given for monthly budget. its August 12 and I'm broke, ok! What I'm gonna do?
Last night, he caned me, really hard. I accidentally broke a new serving plate that I bought last month. I had a habit into find someone to blame. So I tell him, if he didn't asked me to open that cabinet, the plate won't fall down and break into pieces. To make it more worse, I told him I don't mind at all, because I used CC to buy it, so technically its not my money. Being HOH , of course he not happy with my attitude. I don't know why I said like that. I mean, I really frustrated because that's the last plate I got in that shop and I haven't got a chance to use it.
So we had a date later at night. I know I will get a cane, but somehow I try to escape it, so I gave him a scrapper.
"Where 's the cane ? "
"How about this? "
"No, this is for punishment, not for you pleasures. You better obey me of I give double to you,
"Ok "
"You know why I have to cane you? "
"I clean up the house, and dinner is ready is ready when you're home, '
"Thank you, I really appreciate that. Now tell me, what did you did during dinner? "
"Er.. because I broke the plate , "
"Not really, I know things happen but you being disrespectful to me by saying its not your money. You're careless, and you didn't want to admit it ,instead you put the blame on me. I don't want this attitude anymore, not from my wife. "
"I'm sorry, "
"Now take of your clothes and bend over the table, "
"How many? I just want to know, "
"I'll decided ! "
The cane seem took forever and its hurt. I did move at first and he warned me, if I didn't submit to him, I will get more and the hard one. Ok, focus.. it will gone, soon.
"No, I can't! "
" Get down and bend on the floor, "
"No, that's gonna be freaking hurt , "
"I told you to submit but you didn't.
"I'm, sorry.. please..."
He finished with 20 strokes. I thanked him after that. He hugged and told me that I'm forgiven. He send me to bed so I can rest and later joined me, cuddled me and we had a great sex. Sex always comforting me after caning. Its ok, as long both of us enjoyed it , so why not?
Just a little note, I didn't advice canning for beginner. It took many years to practice. Hey, practice make perfect, right?
Ok, back to the story. I spend all the money. I'd lost track this month. I know why and I hope he will correct it. I hope he will be more strict to me on money spending. I hope he spank me for using CC more than the limit he told so. I wish... he spank every dollar I waste on buying take out food because I'm so lazy to cook.
But I still want that Prada, ok :))
I spend all the money that were given for monthly budget. its August 12 and I'm broke, ok! What I'm gonna do?
Last night, he caned me, really hard. I accidentally broke a new serving plate that I bought last month. I had a habit into find someone to blame. So I tell him, if he didn't asked me to open that cabinet, the plate won't fall down and break into pieces. To make it more worse, I told him I don't mind at all, because I used CC to buy it, so technically its not my money. Being HOH , of course he not happy with my attitude. I don't know why I said like that. I mean, I really frustrated because that's the last plate I got in that shop and I haven't got a chance to use it.
So we had a date later at night. I know I will get a cane, but somehow I try to escape it, so I gave him a scrapper.
"Where 's the cane ? "
"How about this? "
"No, this is for punishment, not for you pleasures. You better obey me of I give double to you,
"Ok "
"You know why I have to cane you? "
"I clean up the house, and dinner is ready is ready when you're home, '
"Thank you, I really appreciate that. Now tell me, what did you did during dinner? "
"Er.. because I broke the plate , "
"Not really, I know things happen but you being disrespectful to me by saying its not your money. You're careless, and you didn't want to admit it ,instead you put the blame on me. I don't want this attitude anymore, not from my wife. "
"I'm sorry, "
"Now take of your clothes and bend over the table, "
"How many? I just want to know, "
"I'll decided ! "
The cane seem took forever and its hurt. I did move at first and he warned me, if I didn't submit to him, I will get more and the hard one. Ok, focus.. it will gone, soon.
"No, I can't! "
" Get down and bend on the floor, "
"No, that's gonna be freaking hurt , "
"I told you to submit but you didn't.
"I'm, sorry.. please..."
He finished with 20 strokes. I thanked him after that. He hugged and told me that I'm forgiven. He send me to bed so I can rest and later joined me, cuddled me and we had a great sex. Sex always comforting me after caning. Its ok, as long both of us enjoyed it , so why not?
Just a little note, I didn't advice canning for beginner. It took many years to practice. Hey, practice make perfect, right?
Ok, back to the story. I spend all the money. I'd lost track this month. I know why and I hope he will correct it. I hope he will be more strict to me on money spending. I hope he spank me for using CC more than the limit he told so. I wish... he spank every dollar I waste on buying take out food because I'm so lazy to cook.
But I still want that Prada, ok :))
Friday, August 5, 2011
August challenge: 1,2,3 ...
I want to buy more time, can I?
I was a bit disorganized and procrastinated this few weeks. There is something distract me; winning a contest. I'm addicted join contest. It was happened last April when my kids won photo contest, then I won Coach handbag on the next month, and another until yesterday, I got few vouchers for KFC and books. I kept and couldn't stop. Its fun, I mean who doesn't like winning and getting something for free.
But someone was not very happy with this. Ok , I'll give all my movie tickets that I won to him because there is no way I'm going to watch movie with my kids. ( they might screaming in cinema, although I think its cool to bring them to watch Car Movies but my husband won't approve because of the age). So last 2 days, we had a date .
"Three things that I want you to do this month ; first, settle the kids in the morning. Second, the house must be topless when I come home in the evening. Third, dinner is ready , at least almost ready. It doesn't matter you cook or buy it, as long as I come home, I don't want to see you with your netbook while the cooking is not done. Do you understand? "
"What about if I fail to do so? "
"Do you see this cane? "
"Yes sir, "
"Good, now I'm going to give you reminder so that you will remember your duty and who is the king in this house , "
"Now? "
"Take off your pants , "
The canes is hurt, but not so hurt like the previous day.He told me that he will make sure I will get more if I fail to complete the task. We'll see.
Day 1, I completed the task before he coming home. Day 2, had to cheat a little bit; take away food from restaurant. Day 3 which is tomorrow, we will have company at our place for dinner so automatically my house will be topless. Day 4, may be we should dining out. Day 5, hem... think.. think.....
I think its time to buy Emilie Barnes book, or may be Martha Stewart. I just need motivation to keep on the track.
So this is my August challenge. Wish me a luck!
Another challenge is to win a trip to Bangkok for whole family.... hehehehhehe
I was a bit disorganized and procrastinated this few weeks. There is something distract me; winning a contest. I'm addicted join contest. It was happened last April when my kids won photo contest, then I won Coach handbag on the next month, and another until yesterday, I got few vouchers for KFC and books. I kept and couldn't stop. Its fun, I mean who doesn't like winning and getting something for free.
But someone was not very happy with this. Ok , I'll give all my movie tickets that I won to him because there is no way I'm going to watch movie with my kids. ( they might screaming in cinema, although I think its cool to bring them to watch Car Movies but my husband won't approve because of the age). So last 2 days, we had a date .
"Three things that I want you to do this month ; first, settle the kids in the morning. Second, the house must be topless when I come home in the evening. Third, dinner is ready , at least almost ready. It doesn't matter you cook or buy it, as long as I come home, I don't want to see you with your netbook while the cooking is not done. Do you understand? "
"What about if I fail to do so? "
"Do you see this cane? "
"Yes sir, "
"Good, now I'm going to give you reminder so that you will remember your duty and who is the king in this house , "
"Now? "
"Take off your pants , "
The canes is hurt, but not so hurt like the previous day.He told me that he will make sure I will get more if I fail to complete the task. We'll see.
Day 1, I completed the task before he coming home. Day 2, had to cheat a little bit; take away food from restaurant. Day 3 which is tomorrow, we will have company at our place for dinner so automatically my house will be topless. Day 4, may be we should dining out. Day 5, hem... think.. think.....
I think its time to buy Emilie Barnes book, or may be Martha Stewart. I just need motivation to keep on the track.
So this is my August challenge. Wish me a luck!
Another challenge is to win a trip to Bangkok for whole family.... hehehehhehe
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Angelin's survey
I know i been missing for long, I'm too busy with life, I wish I can buy more time.
Since everyone do this survey, why not me?
What is your screen name?
Angelin
How long have you been practicing TTWD?
4 years
What is your astrological sign?
Libra
In what part of the country do you live?
Southeast Asia
Do you have children?
yes, two son
Do you have grandchildren?
nope
What is your favorite color?
blue and red
What is your favorite day of the week?
Saturday
Morning or Evening?
Morning
Favorite TV Show?
Desperate Housewife, How I meet your mother, Leverage,Justified
Favorite pro sport?
Football
Favorite Ice Cream?
Mango flavor from Baskin Robbin
Person from Blogland you'd like to meet?
Anyone who want to meet me :)
Person from Blogland who makes you laugh?
Stormy , Kay and Kitty
Person from Blogland you identify with the most?
Danielle from Becoming Adam's Angel, I guess she stop blogging now
First person who welcomed you to blogging?
I don't remember , it was long time ago
Title of your first blog entry?
King and his Angel
What are you wearing on your feet right now?
Nothing
What are you listening to right now
Nothing
Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate
Coffee or Tea?
Black coffee
Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
Tropicana orange juice
Favorite alcoholic drink?
I don't drink
Favorite vacation spot?
all premium outlet in States
Favorite Holiday?
June.. its a school break, like summer holiday in Western countries
Favorite season?
leaving in hot and humid weather all the year, there is no season at all. Back in Canada, I like summer.
Place you want to visit?
Australia, New Zealand and European countries
If you had to start all over again, would you still choose TTWD?
Yes
Best piece of advice you can pass on about TTWD?
Don't expect him to read your mind, just tell him what you need. Always discuss and respect each other.
Since everyone do this survey, why not me?
Angelin
How long have you been practicing TTWD?
4 years
What is your astrological sign?
Libra
In what part of the country do you live?
Southeast Asia
Do you have children?
yes, two son
Do you have grandchildren?
nope
What is your favorite color?
blue and red
What is your favorite day of the week?
Saturday
Morning or Evening?
Morning
Favorite TV Show?
Desperate Housewife, How I meet your mother, Leverage,Justified
Favorite pro sport?
Football
Favorite Ice Cream?
Mango flavor from Baskin Robbin
Person from Blogland you'd like to meet?
Anyone who want to meet me :)
Person from Blogland who makes you laugh?
Stormy , Kay and Kitty
Person from Blogland you identify with the most?
Danielle from Becoming Adam's Angel, I guess she stop blogging now
First person who welcomed you to blogging?
I don't remember , it was long time ago
Title of your first blog entry?
King and his Angel
What are you wearing on your feet right now?
Nothing
What are you listening to right now
Nothing
Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate
Coffee or Tea?
Black coffee
Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
Tropicana orange juice
Favorite alcoholic drink?
I don't drink
Favorite vacation spot?
all premium outlet in States
Favorite Holiday?
June.. its a school break, like summer holiday in Western countries
Favorite season?
leaving in hot and humid weather all the year, there is no season at all. Back in Canada, I like summer.
Place you want to visit?
Australia, New Zealand and European countries
If you had to start all over again, would you still choose TTWD?
Yes
Best piece of advice you can pass on about TTWD?
Don't expect him to read your mind, just tell him what you need. Always discuss and respect each other.
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